Friday, April 8, 2011

Doing good...welcome April!

wow, it is amazing what a few days of sun and fresh spring air can do for a person. yesterday the girls played outside for 3 hours!! we had to drag them in for supper. I am so glad that winter is quickly becoming a memory, the snow is basically melted-except for a few random spots and parking lot hills that need a few more warm days to be gone totally. Winter sucks. It always gets too long and everyone tires of the cold, dark and snow. But this winter? OMG, it was seriously too long this year, I almost didn't think I would make it! I am feeling much better in the parenting world right now too-had another "session" with the counselor and it has really put me back on track with more positive thinking-reminding myself that patience is needed, and something to practice and work on. I am glad I went and would recommend it to anyone dealing with a struggle they cannot get past-think about too much-or worry about too much. I don't think I need ongoing counseling, but I think some people that see therapists routinely might be on to something. Yep, if I could have regular spa and therapy sessions I think life would be great! Next week is D-day at work. It is so hard to see everyone on edge, waiting and wondering what the heck is going to happen. My fear is that this is not the only round of lay off's-so even if I survive round one...will I survive round two? Makes me feel very uneasy. Just a few more days and we can all put it behind us and move on.

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